But it is quite efficacious that my Twin Flame feels my jealousy and she avoids speaking and doing anything making me feel jealousy / inferior to her where I have already pretended very well showing my “humble” manner. She is my senior manager in company, superior to me in any aspects – income, ability, living standard. She treats me much better than others of my co-worker where she ought not to. This makes me inferior to her. Actually, she knows my inferiority to her. At the beginning of work, we did not work together at the same place, we communicated comfortably and casually. When working together, I feel the distance of position between us. For protecting her authority in front of the working group, my inferiority has been growing. She still communicates with me via WhatsApp closely. I am still struggling whether I should resign as I cannot imagine why my jealousy is so strong. 1111, 333, 222…….always pops up in front of me while I unintentionally glimpse clocks. “Angel number” is real!

debbie, i think this was renaming from a point in the article where i too was triggered which is that if our beloved requires a relationship to grow that we must accept this. Questions like “if he’s my beloved and i’m giving him my heart now, how could divine timing dictate that he still has others to potentially share his energy with others, and what is union truly if not full
unencimbered devotion?

I love you

standbyme, you are right. Monogamy is very very programmed in most of society and I myself ascribe to it. However, I have become enlightened to other ways to see connection and it makes it easier for me to break down these programs in myself. I have not yet written an article on monogamy, but I think it is a great topic idea. This is the type of topics we will be discussing on my new platform. It launches January 11 and is quite reasonable, providing all kinds of support on this path. You might want to check it out. in the meantime, I will seriously consider writing something about monogamy! Thank you for commenting and I hope to chat with you again!

I struggle with this.

Think it’s because as a child I always witnessed my mum accusing my dad of infidelity so it is deeply ingrained.

It’s really coming to ahead now as I’ve met my twin (finally…..)

Would love to read the article on monogamy…

Emily monogamy is a choice. You should not feel that you have to make another choice. So long as both choose the same there should be nothing you HAVE to accept in non-monogamy. I guess I wonder where that comes from in this article? I’d be happy to address it…Not sure it’s here in this article. Maybe you read another article? 😉